it’s amazing when i look back at my own writing and the fic problems and all the feelings i gave harry and louis two/three years ago became something i experienced for myself firsthand
and unlike in my fics, the answer isn’t always clear cut, when you’re put in this scenario–sometimes you have the same events, but it ends so differently; i’ve written scenes in fics and had them end happily, but i’ve also experienced those scenes firsthand and it didn’t end the same way.