36613.) I have no doubt that there's people who care about me in my life. But I've never felt special. I've never been the favorite child in the family. I've never been someone's BEST friend. I've never been anyone's top priority. Because while people may be nice to me and defend me to the death, no one wants to be the only one associated with the weird quiet girl. Maybe I'm just being selfish here, but I wish just for once I was number one on someone's list.

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