oh, i see! i totally get you, don’t worry about it! i went to an all-girls’ private catholic school for 13 years, so i totally know the feeling of being surrounded by all these religious imagery and practices and being like ???? but i don’t want to do it?????? although my school never forced us to take the first holy communion to stay, but you know, it was a big part of school life so a lot of us ended up taking it anyway.
i’m sorry you ended up feeling that way and that you didn’t have a choice :( i hope nowadays you’re living your life the way you want to 💓